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    May 06

    I hate the Hate

    I hate the hate

    I hate the way u talk to me

    And the way you cut your hair

    I hate the way you drive my car

    I hate it when u stared

    I hate your bit down come back boots

    And the way you read my mind

    I hate you so much it makes me sick

    It even makes me rhyme

    I hate it

    I hate the way you're always right

    I hate it when you lie

    I hate it when u make me laugh

    Even worse when you make me laugh

    I hate it when you make me cry

    I hate it when you're not around

    and the fact that you didn't call

    But mostly I hate the way i don't hate you

    Note even close not even a little bit

    Not even at all

    January 10

    Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren

    Legend and sophistication – these two hallmark characteristics of the Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren stand out immediately, and are the essence of the scintillating styling radiated by the new high-performance sports car, which is due to make its world debut in autumn 2003.

    Legend and sophistication – this is the precept underpinning the Gran Turismo body design, as it takes the classical styling elements from the legendary SLR racing cars of the 1950s and blends them masterfully with the sophisticated, avantgarde design language of both the latest Mercedes passenger car models and of the modern-day Silver Arrows race cars which took the McLaren Mercedes team to Formula One World Championship glory. The design's concept therefore spans the divide between past and present, whilst at the same time showing the way forward for the sports car designs of tomorrow.

    The new Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren bears witness to the tremendous expertise of Mercedes-Benz and of its Formula One ally, McLaren, when it comes to the development, design and manufacture of high-performance sports cars. Know-how and knowledge are blended into a harmonious whole, resulting not only in pioneering new features, stunning power development and sensational on-road performance, but also in extremely high levels of safety and suitability for day-to-day use.

    Such a thorough grounding has given rise to a vehicle blessed with inimitable charisma, where legend and sophistication melt together in a thoroughly masterful Mercedes synthesis.

    Twin-headlamp face, plus styling touches from the Silver Arrows Formula One car

    It's the long, sweeping lines of the bonnet, the succinctly styled air gills in the wings, the eye-catching sidepipes, the compact tail and, last but by no means least, the gullwing doors which breathe life into the SLR legend. These design features first caused a sensation back in 1952, and have remained the hallmark of thoroughbred Mercedes sports cars ever since.

    These and other styling elements rooted in the SLR tradition are harmonised smoothly with the latest Mercedes design traits: these include the distinctive "twin-headlamp face", which has been blazing a trail since it first appeared in 1995, and the fascinating interplay of soft contours and taut lines, a characteristic which runs through many of the models in the current Mercedes portfolio.

    The bodystyling of the SLR is also modelled on the McLaren Mercedes Silver Arrows. The arrow-shaped nose, which encompasses the Mercedes star at the front and gives the bumper as a whole a bolder, more powerful look, stems from the championship-winning Formula One car, as does the twin-fin spoiler in the front bumper. Again, this is more than just an identifying design feature, as it is also crucial to the vehicle's aerodynamics and engine cooling.

    Seen from the side, the eye is immediately caught by the flat, wedge-shaped form of the new high-performance supercar. This is created primarily by the long bonnet, the steeply raked front windscreen, the rearwards positioning of the passenger cockpit, the large wheels and the compact tail. Thanks to these proportions, the side profile lends further emphasis to the sense of forwards surge which courses through the new SLR.

    The designers have incorporated a further SLR element in the form of the finned side air gills in the front wings, although they do far more than recall just the design of the legendary racing cars from 1955: today, as indeed back then, the side air outlets serve to ventilate the engine compartment. The designers have underlined their practical function by the use of sweeping lines which continue into the gullwing doors.

    Unmistakable tail with exemplary aerodynamic qualities

    The design of the Mercedes-Benz SLR McLaren's tail end marks a breakaway from that of its legendary predecessor. Whereas the tail of the original racing cars sloped gradually downwards, the boot lid of the new Gran Turismo model continues straight backwards at the same high level. As well as increasing the luggage capacity, this also serves to reduce lift and aerodynamic drag, translating into enhanced roadholding ability. The new six-channel diffusor in the rear bumper also has an important role to play here.

    An interior that fits like a glove and "Silver Arrow" leather in peerless quality

    It is the very high levels of practicality and luxury that truly make the high-performance sportster's interior stand out. Individually padded bucket seats combine with a multifunction steering wheel with race-car-type buttons for manual gear selection and clearly arranged chronometer-style gauges to ensure that drivers can keep the SLR comfortably under control at all times, and that they have all the information they need conveniently at their fingertips.

    High-grade materials set the interior tone: aluminium, carbon and supple "Silver Arrow" leather, which was specially developed for the new sports car and sets benchmark standards in terms of its quality and its material thickness.

    Text and photos courtesy of DaimlerChrysler AG

     

    October 28

    GOAL!

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    Like millions of kids around the world, Santiago harbors the dream of being a professional footballer. However, living in the Barrios section of Los Angeles, he thinks it is only that--a dream. Until, one day an extraordinary turn of events has him trying out for Premiership club Newcastle United.

     Official Link

    *Goal The Movie*

    September 24

    The Tree

      

     

     

     

    Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope! Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!
     

    TREE

    The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
    Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a
    trademark
    for all my watercolors painting.
    I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U.
    There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her.
    She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't
    have
    outstanding charm.
    She is just a very ordinary gal.
    I like her.
    I really like her.
    Like her innocent, like her frankness.
    Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility.
    Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so
    ordinary
    like her is not a good match for me.
    I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings
    will
    vanish.
    I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
    I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't
    have
    to give up everything just for her.
    The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.
    She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3
    years.
    She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
    When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us.
    She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off.
    The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut.
    I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but
    laugh
    at her the whole day.
    When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom.
    She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get
    something.
    I watch her cry for an hour or so.
    My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.
    There was once when both of them quarreled.
    I know that based on her character she's not the type that will
    start
    off the quarrel.
    But I still sided with my girlfriend.
    I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked.
    I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.
    The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever
    happened.
    I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache
    is as
    bad as hers.
    When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.
    After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell
    her.
    She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too.
    I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting
    together.
    I know who is the guy.
    He has been going after her for quite a while.
    A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting.

    His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.
    I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate
    her.
    When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand
    it.
    It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest.
    I couldn't breath.
    Wanted to shout but can't.
    Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry.
    How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't
    acknowledge
    her presence too.
    During graduation, I read a sms in my hp.
    It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry.
    I haven't read it since then.
    It says

    "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree
    didn't ask her to stay??"

    Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope!

     

    The Leaf

     
          
     

    LEAF

    During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves.
    Why?
    Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been
    relying on
    for so long it takes a lot of courage.
    During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy.
    Not BGR kind but as buddy kind.
    But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should
    have learnt - Jealousy.
    The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon.
    It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
    Sourness to the extreme limit.
    They were only together for 2 mths.
    When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.
    But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
    I like him & I know he like me.
    But why won't he pursue me?
    Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move?
    Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.
    Time after time, my heart was hurt.
    I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.
    If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well.
    It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.
    Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
    I can know his likes, his habits.
    But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
    You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?
    Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
    Care for him, accompany him, love him.
    Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
    It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to
    send me sms.
    I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
    Because of this, I waited for him.
    The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up.
    Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
    The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.
    Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me.
    Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.

    From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing
    to let him have a small footing in my heart.
    He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree.
    In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart.
    I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land.
    Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.
    Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay??

     
     
     

    The Wind

     

     
     

     Hope!WIND

     Because I like a gal called leaf.
     Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust
    wind.
     A wind that will blow her away.
     When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the  new school.
     I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing  soccer.
     During ECA time, she will always be sitting there.
     Be it alone or with her friends looking at him.
     When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes.
     When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.
     Looking at her became my habit.
     Just like she likes to look at him.
     One day, she didn't appear.  I felt something amissed.
     I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness.

     The senior was also not there as well.
     I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her.
     Tears were in her eyes while he left.
     The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him.
     I walked over and smiled to her.
     Took out a note & gave to her.
     She was surprised.
     She looked at me, smiled & accept the note.
     The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.
     "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her  away."
     "It's not that leaf heart is too heavy.
     It because leaf never want to leave tree."
     I replied her note with this statement and slowly she  started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls.
     I know that the person she loves is not me.
     But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.
     Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times.
     Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
     But I never give up.
     If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all  means to win her over.
     I can't remember how many times I have declared my love  to her.
     Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
     Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend.
     I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone.
     I asked "what are you doing?  How come you didn't want to reply?"
     She said, "I'm nodding my head."
     "Ah?"
     I couldn' t believe my ears.
     "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly.
     I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and  rush to her place & press her door bell.
     During the moment when she opens the door.
     I hugged her tightly.


     Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay??

     

     

    Hope!Hope!Hope!Hope! 

    The Conclusion

     
       
       
     
      

     

      Conclusion

    Tree took Leaf for granted, because it is always there... Not realising its purpose and Leaf was neglected. No matter how deep a person love you, if you do not reciprocate, the result is sour and bitter.

    Nothing is eternal, if you do not express yourself, you wither and fade. Leaf couldn't hang on because it didn't want to embrace the Tree, it kept providing food and energy to the tree without complains, and it withers... and fade. If you love someone, let the person know. If you do not, the result is as sour and bitter.

    Seven apostles were cut to stacks by the result of wind erosion. Nothing will withstand determination, and the result is as beautiful. But there is more to Wind's note. Though Wind has blown Leaf away, it does not know how long it can sustain Leaf in the air. If Wind gives up, Leaf will drop to the ground... Neither will it be able to get to the tree. If you have brought your loved one away from her past, trust your partner, because he or she is already in your hands. If you decide to doubt your loved one, you are killing him or her. And yourself... Because you will fade as you give up.

    Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't
    ask her to stay??

    Leaf left the Tree because it knows Wind is not going to drop her...

     

    Credit to The Actual Author and Emily

                   


     

     

     
       
     
     
     
     
    September 21

    My Favorite Poetry

     

    THE ROAD NOT TAKEN
     
    TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood
    And sorry I could not travel both
    And be one traveler, long I stood
    And looked down one as far as I could
    To where it bent in the undergrowth;

    Then took the other, as just as fair,
    And having perhaps the better claim,
    Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
    Though as for that the passing there
    Had worn them really about the same,

    In leaves no step had trodden black.
    Oh, I kept the first for another day!
    Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
    I doubted if I should ever come back.

    I shall be telling this with a sigh
    Somewhere ages and ages hence:
    Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
    I took the one less traveled by,
    And that has made all the difference.

     

    September 19

    Learning html

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    Welcome To My Personal Blog

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    19 September 2005:-Fine day.Today like normal day. I started learning roughly how html code or also known as computer language is used. Nono. I din learn from basic. I refer to source code from other people's blog to see how they can do those nice and pretty blogs.Just like this one, with the little girl up there. Hehe. It wasnt easy.. i surf around and try to gather information that makes sense. Infact, everything doesnt make sense to me. 

    So, copy and paste from the source code is the easiest way to do all this.  But somehow i wanna learn the right way. Well..  everything have to go slowly ma..

    And the most important thing, i wanna thank from the bottom of my heart to lovekathy0505@yahoo.com.cn for teaching some interesting trick about html codes to me. She is so nice. Thanks for sharing!

     

     

     I'm Sooooo! Happy~!

    Mooncake Festival

    18 September 2005:-Is mooncake festival day. Everyone tends to set up BBQ parties to celebrate moon cake festival while others just light up their candles, hang up lots of lanterns;decorating their front yards. Is a wonderful moments when u get to see families gather together and have fun.

    How do I celebrate this year Mooncake Festival? Well, i din quite have the chance to join or invited to any BBQ parties this year. So i planned to have one but cancelled. However, i get to gather a few frens who wasnt invited too and burn candles together. We talk and laugh, tease and wack like we are some wacko in the park.    ^-^ So, it seem like it's gonna be a boring festival in the beginning , turns out today wasnt a bad day after all....

    Last but no least, Happy Mooncake Festival to all of you!

    September 16

    Just Want You To Know

    And I just want you to know that I’ve been fighting to let you go
    Some days I’ll make it through, and then there’s nights that never end
    I wish that I could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
    But still I have to say I would do it all again, just want you to know

    That since I lost you, I lost myself
    I know I can’t fake it, there’s no one else...
    August 28

    Enough Is Enough

    Sometimes, i have been too sensitive. I treat people nicely but actually hoping that they would appreciate me not just as a fren but a true,very important person in their life,one special person in their heart. So goes to my dream gal. Try my best to get along with her. Being nice, helpful, caring, both serious and humurous as well as sacrisfy all the sake of my own good:- hoping she would appreciate and fall for me dearly. Somehow i hate people took me for granted. Like i'm just an ordinary fren to her, nothing special, nothing at all. I guess i'm someone who don like wasting time with someone who took me for granted. I'm so serious and all i get in return was dissapointment. I don deserve all that? Do i? Enough is enough. I wan to ignore her for my own good and hers as well. But with hope at heart once again. Hoping she would remember me, how special i used to be. How we laugh and share our greatest joy together.If i got myself wrong this time,it would be the end of my so called "dream gal" . Death or Alive is now laying on her hands. I have been doing my best. Is her turn to decide for me wheater she is the one for me. I might be making a wrong move here. Advice me if necessary.  -rax-
    July 03

    Empty Decoration

    I don't wanna be alone
    Living life all on my own
    I don't wanna live my life in isolation
    Filled with empty decorations
    Cause i wanna be with the people that i know
    Who will do the things i do
    Making all my dreams come true
    I don't recognise the shadows on my door
    Although i've seen them all before
    Because the only thing i really want is to be with you...
    May 28

    I found her....

    I believe in dream girl. She is the one i always been dreaming of and expecting certain quality in her personalities. Yup, and i found her. All that i'm wondering now is that is she trying to find me as well?  Wat if she is the one for me and i'm not the one for her? It's never easy when loving someone actually turn into meaningless craps. Everyday is like a knock on my head when i realised i cant do anything right to get her. My fren once said love is selfish. Get the one you love and never let her be with some other guy with a reason that you willing to wait for her. Tomorrow might not come. Have the courage to express yourself. I know i'll regret someday if i dont. -rax-

    May 17

    Mazda RX-8

    The stunning new Mazda RX-8 from Mazda is the perfect fusion of engineering and design. Powerful, sleek, sporty and economic. The Mazda RX-8 is setting new standards in the sports car market for handling, performance and comfort. The specially developed RENESIS rotary engine, its ability to seat 4 comfortably and 50:50 weight distribution are just some of the features that confirm the car's superiority.

     

    April 17

    Welcome Welcome

    Hello World! I would like to officially announcing the opening of my new MSN SPACE. Feel free to surf around my space although i know it doesnt have much for now. Thanks for supporting. *^-^*